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Vanessa Ives ([personal profile] matermali) wrote2020-01-22 02:59 pm
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Vanessa Ives
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"The pansy at my feet doth the same tale repeat."
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[personal profile] savors 2025-01-31 04:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Would you feel up to taking a walk with me? To talk.
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[personal profile] savors 2025-02-01 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm in the library now, I could come and find you.
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[personal profile] savors 2025-02-07 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ironic, then, that Ethan hasn't decided to accept their kindness in the form of the apparel either. At least not yet, but he has always been partial to washing and wearing the same clothing on a daily basis. Call it part of his rugged American charm.

He has found a quiet corner of the library to hunker down with a small mountain of books in front of him along with a notebook that he scribbles in occasionally. Only when he sees her walk in does he rise from his seat and give her a small smile, knowing he has quite a bit of explaining to do. He takes the notebook with him for obvious reasons, prying eyes can do more harm than good.

Well, at least as much as he can. He is nearly as in the dark as she is about his condition but, maybe together, they can find a permanent solution. There is no one he trusts more than her. A public presence means he falls back on his formalities but only when he is within earshot of her, close enough to take her hand if he wanted to. But he can't, he can still subconsciously feel the grit from that night on his hands. ]


Miss Ives. Thank you for coming. [ He offers her his arm. ]
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[personal profile] savors 2025-02-09 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[ For far too long he just stands there basking in the comfort the contact brings him despite the fact that he looks down and smiles at her. It's the same smile he gave her that day at Ballentree Moor, the one that says that everything will be all rightβ€”just trust him. This time however there is a flicker or something else in his eyes, shame and pain.

Deep down he knows she accepts him, would likely be the first to do so back home, but keeping something like this from her was wrong. Even he knows that. So, he does something he is careful about doing in a public space, he lets his hand drift down the length of her arm so he can take hers. It grounds him enough that he finally says something. ]


I thought that if I kept it to myself, I could protect you from it. All of you. Now that you know, what will you do?

[ He knows what she will do but maybe a part of him is hoping he is wrong because he isn't willing to chance that what happened that night wasn't a fluke. Even though he could, can still, hear her voice as clear as day in his head calling him back from the darkness. ]